I post this before im taking my nap and listening to korean song 'if you' from Alex,ost My Vintage Romance if im not mistaken.

Last nite i was in a call with my syg♥ and he ask me something,about how do i felt when he want me to call him 'sayang' when we're still friend dulu :p and this is how i felt...

At first i was like 'oh ok,knpa ya ne? Apa th kn ku buat ne?' but i call him daddy nda silap,is it yng? HEHE =D then i've to call myself mami. Aduh,malu! Huhu! I felt weird earlier tu coz he was lyk 'eyh laju! Kalau slh denda bagi kiss ne!' sometime ada wrong so auto give him kiss lh (esh ayg ne,malu bby *blushing*) but lama2 even in our msg,we use dat mcm org couple,anyhow i love him so i felt happy saying dat to him. And im glad to have him in my life =')

I LOVE YOU ARIEL. Always be mine =')

After from Amoi's open house,at Serasa beach.

At Arcade,Yayasan with Ijah. Sial muanya atu,HAHA!

Dinner at Sha Shobu in Kiulap. Treat from Ayah si Buddy,komapta!

OH! Si Zakwan kana sumbati mulutnya,HAHA!

Big eyes there!

Zakwan's says "baaaa~ uncle ARIEL"

Me and Zakwan

I ALWAYS LOVE YOU, AISYAH EMRAN =')

♥ To my HEARTBEAT, Aisyah Emran.

♥ I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY SOUL! No matter what, no matter how hard it was, i try my best to forget it =') thanks hunny. You give me your strenght. Hunny, you are so different like others =') no matter what, you still beside me =') and you make me fall in love with you everyday, hunny =) I just love you alone!

♥ Guys outside there, please take a note ah. AISYAH EMRAN is mine and forever be ARIEL HASHIM. I love her so much, no matter what! I still love her =')

♥ I LOVE YOU, HUNNY =') Never get bored saying that words. Never! You want me to say it everyday? Every second? I WILL! =') I love you,forever! Forever be =')

♥ With full of love, from SAYANG ARIEL =')

Now,i was in my socio class. Im like,oh ok. Ana,liyana,qill n idk who her name was like talking at da back. Oh~ ok~ and me,i was like tunduk and uploading FT island picts. Lets see,Jonghun,Hongki,Jaejin and Min hwan. Apakn~ smua gmbr durg pn i uploaded,lols. Wait,wat people mostly asking me is... 'aisyah,nice nail u got der uh? Rugget pinknya but why juz two nails sj?' then i answered 'oh thanks,juz two sj krg famous nama ku di SA,krg beminat cigu kn bali,siap tulis nama lgi tarus kna bgi resit. HAHA'

Anyway,'ngerjeng' lh nails ku today,just two bytheway. Hey,anyway,da girls bck der was talking bout a guys name 'shariel' im like O_O oh?! And dey like byk x sebut dat name,im lyk rasa sj i wnt to go to them n say 'hey,fyi dats my bf name. Who's shariel u referring to huh?' but owh,mls lh. Durg online 'FB' arh lappy,like whatever! ana,shut up!! Blablabla.. Im curious but nevermind. HAHAHA!! Duh,wasting my time talking about them. Main point was,i wnt to talk bout FT island thingy,video durg song 'Dont love' i know that song thru Music Bank at KBS. Im like 'owh~ not bad' but last nyte my heartbeat Ariel request dat song to me and after offline,i downloading da video thru YouTube. OH EM GEE!! Crying as i watch it! I mean seriously! I was crying!! I cnt sleep well after watching,im lyk kesian berabisly videoclip atu,like~ SHIT!! And plus,ada lagi tu english translation at dat video atu. So for 'Primadonna's out der,dedicate it to u guys and esp for SAYANG ARIEL =)

FT Island - Don't Love ( Sarang hajimayo ) English version.

I should go,i should go hurry up and go..
Bcoz of my stubborness will turn to tears
I should hurry so i wont see u left behind
A bit faster,i should hurry and go..
Our departing love,its a crying no.
Our overflowing sadness spirits out..
Its hard.. Even just one step foward
So i just stand crying with my back on u..

Dont love. Good bye will always come.
It hurt so much that u cnt even breath.
I thought dat it'll only hurt as much i love u dat it'd be ok,dat i could forget it,but no,it hurt thousands times more..

Im afraid living with my eyes opened,bcoz even if im searching for u,i wont be able to see u.
Instead of ... for u,living with my eyes closed it probably blurr.

Again and again,it cnt,cnt happen..
It keeps telling to myself,like a fool..

Dont love. It hurt so much dat u felt lyk dying.
Tears fell each and everyday
I thought dat it wud be easy when new love come,that what dey said.
But no,my love cnt be dat way for me..


Wow~ touchy rite?? Post to u it later.

*what i wrote on blank piece of paper*

Today im like so not in mood coz im sleepy and idk,juz dnt have a mood to study. Awal pagi socin class,i dnt salin wat is in da board,i was drawing and writing 'ARIEL' name dat full dat whole page! Si deng lagi nyanyi2 song dat i rely dnt have any idea wat does it call. Then boys siring ku,dat 3 boys talking about i think a girl. Whole story,adakh durg suruh try dulu if dat girl ok then bawa couple,gatal!

Anyway,now at GP class where BORING!! Nda jua bljr,teacher still marking da paper lyk it took a years for her to get it done. But atu pn she marking da one dat taking GP for AS exam dis monday lyk juz few of them. I was alone here in my GP class,kn cerita dgn lina,fatin n sii lin tp durg cerita bout maths exam ariatu on last thursday so i was bangang. Si lina surfing,i wish laptop ku baik. Nanti i wanna buy laptop then change my sim to 3G so dat i can surf anytime,ane kn bwt presentation pn its hard. I want XPS tu but i must buy below $2000 tu,eish! But then first bali hp then ipod. Myb ipod dulu eh i wanna buy coz 2nd things dat i cnt live with is music coz 1st thing was my sayang. Lunch or nda aa?? Karit ku bh kn money ku,haha.
khalkaeyo~

Im really so in badmood. Ok,firstly i wake up late at 6.45am. Then i was stress early in the morning trying to finish up my history homework. Eve i was searching thru Wikipedia. It's not useful,dats BULLSHIT! FUCK! It's lyk,my paper is still empty,SHIT! Then when im on my way to Syariah class,i felt im having period,damn bnr! Now trying to finish history tu lgi,its lyk BAIE!! Ryte now in sociology class while he giving da exam paper 1,im lyk my name first to be call infront. I've got '...' but pass lh. But da important now is dat im not finishing my homework,FUCK EH!! Im so stress now! BAUTA!!

*this is wat i wrote at da back of history question paper tym stress emm tym socio class*